January 4, 2006

It is now a new year!! Yeah!!! I sure hope that this year is better than last year so far not so. I got news at the doctor yesterday that I cann0t have my cortizone shots for a while. I am really terrified about this because they are about the only thing that makes me even remotely feel normal. I need to learn how to deal with the pain with my exercises and medications. PLEASE!!! I feel like complete crap today...it has been raining here and my muscles are all cramped up. I need to go and use my electonic unit. I put these little sticky thingys on my muscles and then electrodes go through me and it is supposed to help relax my muscles. I have not been sleeping well either. Last night I went and laid down about four in the afternoon and slept til almost 8p.m. Then I woke up and spent some time with my kids and went back to bed about 11p.m. I think I fell asleep after midnight. I took the kids to school this morning and came back and my house key would not work on my lock...it was stuck. I had to climb through a window and for those who know me they know that this is no easy feat for me. I laid back down and did not wake up til after noon. I must have really needed it. I am supposed to go and see a neurologist tomorrow for my headaches but I think that I am going to cancel. Not sure yet. I really don't want to go to another doctor right now and yes I get headaches but most of the time I can ward them off if I feel them coming on. Well that is about all for now. Perhaps more tomorrow....